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Zenith

by Terraform

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1.
Reform 01:03
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Where have I been this long? I must have been asleep for some time now. I can't remember the last time that I felt the blood rushing fast through my veins. I'm in need of something. I'm in need of something real. Something here I can hold onto. Something with some substance. Give me a sense of purpose and reason. This is not how I want to use my time here; spent in a system I don't believe in. Do you feel like me or can you honestly convey and say that when you were young and they asked you what it was you wanted the most is what you see currently in front of you now, well I don't think so. It makes it so hard to continue. But then it happened X3 But then it happened in just a blink of an eye. The motion started and the years just flew by. So many hopes and dreams rushing through my head. I thought I'd live to see them all before I give up what's left. An endless, hopeless pattern. Each moment pulls away from me and moves steadily. I am of another plane. I must expand and separate. Do you feel like me or can you honestly convey and say that when you were young and they asked you what it was you wanted the most is what you see currently in front of you now, well I don't think so. It makes it so hard to continue. How has it come to this? How should I live with this surrounding darkness? Why have I grown so uncomfortable though I have been just in my own skin.
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We find solace in possessions, things to fill our minds but waste our time. I always failed to see this picture until I gave it all away. Getting back to the basics. Nothing is earned without sacrifice, so place myself within the elements and find out how strong I really am. Where my surroundings will bring the best right out of me; where I won't be my own worst enemy. I tremble and fall down to my knees realizing my displacement is key. The unknown is calling out my name to not be found but to find myself to lose everything but gain so much more. This may sound crazy but the voice inside my head is vividly clear and piercing. Let's make the most of this for I am just a weary traveler traveling on. We find solace in possessions, things to fill our minds but waste our time. I always failed to see this picture until I gave it all away. Getting back to the basics. Nothing is earned without sacrifice, so place myself within the elements and find out how strong I really am. I want to learn to depend on the rotation of seasons to bask in the glories of summers and prepare for the winters ahead. What is life like to feel so free of all distraction. Navigation I contemplated; a thousand paths I could have taken. Let's get off this course and not be found. I am so sorry I can't stick around.
4.
Passing 03:35
With the passing of moons the sight of the life I lived is diminishing. Separation from everything and everyone I know; total disconnect deemed a blessing. I have loved and lost because of this I can cherish and reflect finding some value. So strong these feelings yet opposite; the silver lining of memory. Forgiving but never forgetting X2. I have loved and lost because of this I can cherish and reflect finding some value. Even though I found my way I will always carry you with me. There's nothing left for me to regret. The temperature begins to drop. I'm reassured of my solitary state. From time to time I'll think of you but I have grown more at home in the cold. With the passing of moons the sight of the life I lived is diminishing. Separation from everything and everyone I know; total disconnect deemed a blessing X2.
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Assimilate to the earth and the sky and the water it is apart of us, almost how we were to each other; the only question that lingers, what happens to my soul when I'm done here. Does it cease to exist or is energy transferred to a new conscious state? I am waiting. My peace has been made. My tribute has been paid. Awaken by the warmth of the sun, drink up the sky, fill up your cup with the sweetest of wines. When the darkness comes we can start a fire and light up the night; this process is ritual. Repeat it until I am through, I am living my life to the fullest. I only wanted to become someone better, that's all I could want. That is all I thought I would ever need before I leave whatever journey that comes next I am ready and waiting. Maybe I will get a second chance in another reality. Until then this day here is my day. I'm not focused on what's behind me, I'm only looking for what's up next and in front of me. If you don't feel the way that I do, it's okay I can understand you X2. No means to escape that's why I relate to you. Understanding misfortune understanding is so much more than this. What's behind you is a lie, what's your excuse? Indecision; just reach.
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Zenith 04:37
Greetings Great Spirit you come once again, I sensed your approach in the shift of the wind. This power and pattern in nature I find to signal me and reflect who I am. Change became so clear to me, ever so vividly just when I thought that I need that the most I am ready to now start again. This could be so much better. I realize one day the warmth will come, till then I will embrace what I am; embodiment of my surroundings, winter echos my frozen heart. Do you feel something different or would you say that you feel the same? Embodiment of my surroundings, winter echos my frozen heart. At times I can feel the darkness deep inside of me resonating in my chest permeating my mortal flesh. I am reaching, I am grasping now for the light. I can't seem to shake the cold and shed this set, the set of winter skin. All I ever want is to feel the warmth inside; it's like what I said, it felt like what I had when spring began, yes I remember that, I assure you that I can. Yes I remember that, I assure you that I can. I realize one day the warmth will come, till then I will embrace what I am; embodiment of my surroundings, winter echos my frozen heart. Does anyone feel as I do. Let me ask you one thing. Do you feel something different or would you say that you feel the same?

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released December 12, 2015

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